‘Love’ the four letter world that sums up every emotion in the world.Great sacrifices,fierce battles and more is done in the name of love.
Some people argue that the mother’s love is the greatest expression of love in the world. Religious pundits are of the belief that love of God is the greatest love of all.
For instance even athiests search for love in the material world ,in truths and science that exixtsed collaterally in heavens and earths.
If I were to give a synonym for this word,I’ll choose “selfish”.
Love is the supreme act of selfishness.An art of being in Union with yourself and your feelings.
The love of your mother and the love of the Divine is all the same fantasy unwrapped in different colours.
True love is being selfish.When a lover leaves a person he becomes depressed.But in reality he is conquered by the fear of not being loved by someone special.
After all ,we should all accept that in every human being there is a voice crying inside to be loved.
Love can only be experienced when it is reciprocated by someone or something.
I LOVE YOU ALL.
There are some questions to which you will never find answers.
But there are others which you never wanted to know.
Aren’t you desperate for that big change that you were planning for a long time?
The change that you always dreamt about, the one in which everything was perfect and life was a movie directed by you.Well that change is Time .You get to make the choices but only time will define the change.
Definition of time : Your Existence
I was reviewing and rewinding the events in my life. Of course I couldnt recollect every detail.Most of the events involved situations were I considered inaction against action.
As I sit back in my chair and draft this story, memories of joy and sadness flash simultaneously around me.I finally realize that I cannot hold on to either of them.
People . Faces – I met of lot of people this year,but I couldn’t get a hold on anyone.I left some of them behind while others voluntarily walked away from me.You know who they are. Of all the people that I loved and hurt knowingly and unknowingly I assure you that I will better myself.
Choices -‘ You cannot make right choices everytime’.My choices defines my existence in this world.
Insecurities and affirmations – Throughout my life I felt insecure like a rat trapped in an infinite maze ,until someone magically pulled me out of it only to leave me to a bigger maze later.Without those special people I wouldnt be alive narrating this to you.They are my friends and family.
Virtues and Sin – Today I realize that ‘awareness ‘is the greatest virtue and unawareness the biggest sin.
I hope you will be vigilant and be aware of your existence.
After a long sleep the narcoleptic writer woke up to his senses,though he couldn’t make any sense about anything.His stories are narrated by filthy drunk men and concumbines of heavens who visited him in dreams and forced him to write lies about them.
Hence they are glorified forever in the minds of the people.
A word written down in the books of men is millions of permutations and combinations that can’t cease to exist.
Something built on truth defined by imagination.
More the poison you inject on those filthy wavy minds,
The more I get infected with hatred
The nerve in my forehead struggles to break free
As the thoughts in my mind transforms to actions set loose,
It cuts through thin air to plot against you
Till I push you further to the gates guarded by demons.
When the cross becomes too heavy. Leave it there for a while, Start afresh with no strings attached,
The strings won’t help you hold it on your back, You have to carry your baggage Searching for Gold in rags won’t help either Neither the search for God in Demi Human creator.
Rather stop carrying the crosses built by Them
And let them be forced to carry the ones made by you.
Legs numb, feet cold
No thoughts, nothing to think,
No fear of death nor valor of life
So perfect yet flawed
Same ritual every day
The entrance to this world is darkness
Yet I dream about light in my sleep.
I came to this world without a name
No color ,nor creed,
Without religion and gender,
Sans knowledge of time(Sans wisdom of knowledge)
No thoughts nor worries
Yet I long to go back sans nothing